Frustrated

Well, just got back from the doctor. She did X-rays of my knees and also did a test of my Thyroid because when they weighed I had GAINED 8lbs. Are you kidding me?? I've been doing cardio - with no resistance so it isn't muscle mass that I've gained - and eating a ton less and eating every few hours to keep my metabolism going and I've still gained weight. She thinks I may have a thyroid problem or my body is having a reaction to my birth control. I could go off of it but then my ovarian cysts would come back and keeps bursting randomly which makes me feel like I'm getting stabbed. I'm hating my body right now. First my cervix, now my knees and hips, my weight, and my ovaries.

Work is also stressing me out because even though I took Thurs and Fri off, I still somehow got roped into meetings all day Thurs. I have a lunch meeting I can't get out of and 3 conference calls. So I told Lance to come Thurs but he insisted on coming Wed and said he'll just read a book while I'm working. Ummmm.... what? So now I'm going to feel rushed in my meetings and irritated because I'll feel like I have to entertain him. Whatever.

Sorry, I'm in a very very bad mood.